No.

I feel like I’m in a plastic bubble tumbling down a mountain full with knives. The only way I can get out is to grab and knife and plunge it into the side of the cliff to try and slow or even stop my descension. Every time my fingers brush the handles I hit another jagged outcrop and tumble off the side before I can even get a grip. It won’t be much longer until I hit the ground.

 

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2 thoughts on “No.

  1. viefinale says:

    you are so amazing with words. I know that saying so probably doesn’t help you feel better at all, but I am in awe of the way you can describe and know yourself. awe. and of course hoping you can hold on.

    • Thank you so much. That means more than you know. I think because I stutter I threw my vocabulary skills more towards written words rather than audible ones. Stuttering can force you to speak in simplified sentences and so writing is one of the few ways I can accurately describe what I’m feeling.

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